CHARLIE

Passion. My passion. It’s all passion. You’d borrow my brain for like five minutes and be like “Dude! Can’t handle it! Unplug this bastard because it fires in a way that is maybe not from this particular  realm.

Thats…that’s up to. That has nothing to do with me.  They are entitled I suppose to interpret things as they must. Doctor of. What are they a doctor of?  Wow what does that mean. Wow. And then what? What’s the cure? Medicine? Make me like them? Not gonna happen.

I’m bi-winning. I win here and I win there. Now what? If I’m bi polar aren’t there moments where a guy like crashes? Like in the corner like …Oh my God it’s all my moms fault! Shut up! Shut up! Stop… move forward.

Oh yeah yeah. Radical people. Like Sean Penn and Mel Gibson and Colin Ferrell  and just radical people and they’re not telling me what to do. They didn’t give me any advice and within that there’s great  advice. There is just love. So just to see…it often times says unknown but occasionally a giant marquee name comes running through your Caller Id and it’s like..winning!

Use…uh see..I don’t use.  I use a blender, vacuum cleaner, I use uh you know… household items. When was the last time I ingested or took drugs? Use is such an AA stupid  um expression or term. I don’t remember. I do not remember. Maybe a month ago. Six weeks I don’t know. It was a couple of days before the suits rolled in and said change it. Change everything. We’re shutting you down. The last time I took drugs um I probably took more than anybody could survive. You know? I don’t know man I was banging seven gram rocks and finishing them because that’s how I roll. I have one speed.  I have one gear:  Go. Because ….cause I’m me. Cause I’m me. I’m different. I have a different constitution. I have a different brain. I have a different heart. I have a different….I can take up a lot man. Dying is for fools. Dying is for-amateurs. Now there are certain blends I will not entertain because that’s how people go  down….I’m too smart, too smart to do that…I’m sorry for the guys that happened to but you should have read the directions before you showed up to the party. You know. Um No.  I just have a couple of rules. I don’t have a strategy. Sure. It’s perfect. Perfect. No. It’s not better. Perfect. It doesn’t compare. Whole different. Whole different realities. There’s great things about both. What I’m harnessing now is…is is  excellent. You know. Focused. It’s exciting. It’s exciting. I’ve…. I’ve come back from a place that you know people can put labels on it. They can figure their own stuff out…. they can like try to normalize it, normalize it, boring stupid ,you know….and it’s fine. But ….but for me, I just answered to a higher calling and it happened in a blink of an eye and I’m like totally excited by it. No. Because I’m not going to. Period. The end. I blinked…I blinked and I cured my brain. That’s….everybody has the powers. Because everybody you know. Can’t is the cancer of happen. Cant is the cancer of happen. I can’t do it. The Nike slogan doesn’t say “Just try it”. Uhhh okay. Just try it. No. Just do it man. I mean. What’s not to love? You should see how I party man. It was epic. The run I was on made Sinatra, Flynn, Jagger, Richards.. all of them just look like droopy eyed armless children. No. No. I’m proud of what I created. It was radical. Of course. Why wouldn’t I be? Because I… I ….expose people to magic. I expose people….them….to something they are never otherwise gonna never see in their boring normal lives and I gave that to them. I may forget about them tomorrow but they will live with that memory for the rest of their lives and that’s a gift man. What has that go to do with me? I just…um you know. That has nothing to do with me. That’s all on her and if she does. Sorry. Not anymore. Bored the hell out of me after a while. I was like. Okay lets try something else. Um. I’m not interested in what people believe. I’m interested in what I believe. I believe in the truth and that’s what rules me.